that moment when you hear someone getting home and have to brace yourself for the disappearance of your good mood
Went to the local gay bar for the first time in a little while.
Wasn’t too bad. I clammed up a lot since I was by myself (usually about the worst thing you can do at a gay bar) and when I talked to people it was noted, but I opened up a little as the night went on.
Got some unwanted flirting and later shirt lifting/touching from a guy but I was able to handle it by myself. Also met some nice new guys who invited me to go out again tomorrow, and pregame it at their place. Sounds fun.
Got crap for “acting too straight” though, which was kind of funny.
“The parts that weren’t bad were good.”
- me texting a friend about tonight